You know...i'm very sorry for updating my blog this late.Well....i'm just lost to post what on it...Well confession3x it seems that i've been crying a lot today..
to see the person you love died in front of you...to forget about the person who is very important to you is somewhat painful to carry wasn't it??
well emo me but....geez ,i'm just reading this kind of moment in manga but it affected me this much..so much that i'm crying hard *hic but then.....it kind of makes me feel somehow jealous that it all happened the the character..
much to say but...another confession then...I can no longer fall in love...(I'm NOT a LESBIAN ALRIGHT!!!) it's just that i used to fall for a boy and ever since he is gone....my heart had stayed frozen...i couldn't fall in love with another person anymore...i can smile,i can feel happy but i can't fall in love anymore..
well you can say that it's means that i'm loyal to that love but...i don't feel that my unrequited love will ever be fulfilled anyway...so...let's just say...i'm gonna remain like this forever without having someone that i love beside me..i totally okay with that..because that's how i have been all this time..so...just don't make any bad assumption on me alright!!
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